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you tell me to live
This may not be my whole world, but this is a window into my life. Music. Thoughts. Recognition. Photos. Rants. Raves. Laughter. Opinions. Videos. Polaroids. Tears. Friendship. Heartache. Life.
Dec 08
Dec 06
You know that empty feeling you get when you’re dazed and confused? The one where you feel that hungriness in your stomach, and you walk to the fridge, and then realize you’re not actually hungry, just really empty? Or when you listen to a song and it makes you feel sick? Like all the emotions and memories hit you and you just feel awful? Or maybe when nostalgia clouds your mind when you toss and turn for another sleepless night? That feeling is when you really miss someone. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s the most heart-wrenching feeling in life, and the hardest to shake.
totally not how i’m feeling right now, but i love this postsecret so much :’)
Dec 05
Nov 24
In six months this is going to be completely different. We won’t take those random drives to our spot on the water and rocks, just to talk. We won’t go to Wal-mart at all hours of the night to buy hair dye or ice cream or a chick-flick. We won’t drive aimlessly when we’re bored. We won’t stalk our boyfriends to see if they’re lying to us about where they are. We won’t go to Tijuanna Flats every Tuesday. We won’t walk on the beach in the middle of the night when we’re far from sober, or watch the sunrise when we’re nursing a hangover. We won’t dance in parking lots. We won’t fall in love with Ikea because of how cool it is, and then hate it because we can’t find the exit. We won’t complain about how much we hate the rest of our class. We won’t sucker each other into doing something we don’t want to do. We won’t sing along with our favorite songs when the windows are down. We won’t have any more moments; All we’ll have are these memories. And more than anything else, this depresses me.
Nov 20
Smile Friday “this is two weeks old” Edition.
Nov 17
Nov 15
Water color, acrylic, and Sharpie. Saturday night boredom ftw!
Nov 11
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Crush’d - Say Anything
We should make a verbal agreement to only kiss each other.
Nov 10
I hate how awful I am at keeping in touch. I noticed that it’s probably because I don’t feel disconnected, even though I don’t directly speak to someone. Like how a lot of us “internet friends” (this term is used really loosely…) don’t talk as much, especially on the boards since they’re usually pretty dead now. I still feel like I know you all, and it doesn’t feel like I don’t talk to you guys as often. I guess it’s because I still keep up with you all via Tumblr, Twitter, and Facebook. I don’t know. I just really miss you all, and it makes me sad. I really hope I never lose all contact with all of you.
/Sappy “I miss you” post.
Nov 09
Click for more! This is the first legitimate show I’ve shot for. I know they’re not amazing, but I think they’re okay for me being a photopass/concert photography virgin.
Today I:
- Layed in bed a good portion of the day/was super lazy.
- Got a dress and a shirt for $5, two shirts for $3.50, another dress for $17, and a this huge key mirror for $6 all at TJ Maxx!
- Mini catch-up time with Joy.
- Went out for the night because it’s Nicole’s 18th.
- Threw a really lame, but fun, party at my house.
- Made three cups in beer pong! New record for me! Hahahaha. \o/
- Spontaneously took a trip to Walmart with Kellye to buy hair dye.
- Dyed my hair black, and Kellye’s brown with black underneath.
And now my hair is drying and it looks awesome. It’s a pretty black, not like emo black. Great weekend. Don’t want my parents to come home on Tuesday, haha.
Nov 08
I just want everyone to be aware of this.
These are two of my best friends, and my boyfriend.
My boyfriend gets mistaken for, or told that he looks like, Patrick Stump on a regular basis and followed around outside of Fall Out Boy shows on more than one occasion.
btw- that’s Patrick Stump (fall out boy), Gabe Saporta (midtown/cobra starship), and Alex Gaskarth (all time low)
Still disagreeing about McNally. I’ll give you that he looks like Alex in this picture (I don’t think he would in recent pictures), but I don’t really see it in person.
I think I just love seeing live music in general. Any genre, really. The crowd, the performance, the atmosphere. I love it all. I think the only way I will be 100% happy is if my life is surrounded by it all twenty-four seven.
Nov 04
“ Everything that you do keeps me running back to you. Can’t give up; live the dream even if i don’t believe, but we can’t afford to surrender.
